excited, bored, aggravated

arg! i just wrote a ton and i clicked on the question mark to find out what that auto-format thing was and everything i wrote got erased. so now, i'm all upset and pouty. i used to be excited yet bored. anyways, here's a quick recap of what i previously wrote:i'm so excited cause i finally have a live journal. i dunno why its cool, but it just is. but it sucks cause i'm bored at home (well actually jimmy's apartment) and i'm not tired and can't fall asleep although its like 6 in the morning. i've been bored pretty much all day. jimmy went home for mother's day and i've had nothing to do since he left. gosh! i always notice what a big loser i am every time jimmy's not around. i never have anything to do when jimmy's not around and i never had anything to do before i even knew jimmy. i'm very dependable on jimmy when it comes to having fun and hanging out. the only people i hang out with now are jimmy's friends, which have technically become my friends, but not really. you know what i mean, cause if jimmy's not around, i don't hang out with them. i just wish i had someone i could hang out with and bond with here in UF besides jimmy (no offense to jimmy). i just wanna have friends besides my boyfriend. me and darcy seem to get along pretty good. but i dunno, she seems to have a ton of friends and always seems busy with them, i doubt she'll want to make room for me, especially since she used to hate me because of the whole jimmy thing (she even called me a slut cause of the whole danny thing which is a whole other story and quite possibly the worst moment of my life). but she did ask me if i wanted to go on a roadtrip with her to georgia or somewhere to see bright eyes. so maybe this could be the start of me and her hanging out without needing the presence of jimmy to bring us together. oh! oh! tomorrow, or should i say today(sunday), we're recording a demo! cool! but i'm really nervous cause i think i suck and will mess up the recording or take forever to get my part perfect. argh! this is so much pressure!one more thought to ponder over before i stop writting: to be or not to be vegetarian? hmmmm.....?